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Lux Lisbon
22 September 2008 @ 10:59 pm
Nicolas has helped with my frustration at still being in the same place. In a very enjoyable way too. However, that doesn't mean I am happy here. Yes, I have food, shelter, all those necessary things.

It is still boring though. Nicolas has made it difficult to get back if I decided to go out for a bit. We need to have a talk about this. Lesandra is still out there, but I could wear a wig, or use some magic to change how I look. Though, knowing that, it would be tempting to leave. I haven't seen Nina in awhile, but she is probably doing fine, back with her husband and daughter. That’s what she’s wanted since everything started years ago.
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Current Location: Nicolas' home
Current Mood: restlessrestless
 
 
Lux Lisbon
17 September 2008 @ 01:35 am
I can’t sleep again. I sigh and look over at the clock on the nightstand. It’s after midnight and here I am, just laying here. Staring at the ceiling.

Jacinta was not going to bed, so instead of sneaking by her room like I have done in the past, to go into Nicolas’, I’ve had to lay here and wait. I don’t even know if she’s asleep or not. For all I know, she could still be awake, doing whatever it is she does at night. I’ve heard sounds coming from in there. I didn’t bother to find out. Nicolas is her father, it’s his job.
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Current Location: Nicolas' home
Current Mood: restlessrestless
 
 
Lux Lisbon
27 August 2008 @ 07:05 pm
"What are you doing?"

Jacinta. Nicolas' daughter, who I am still not fully certain about. Of course, having amazing sex with her father does make me more apt to attempt to get along with her. Just a little bit. I shuffle the deck of worn cards once more before answering. "Wishing for a poker game."

She frowns and sits down across from me. "What's poker?"
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Current Location: Nicolas' home
Current Mood: okayokay
 
 
Lux Lisbon
11 August 2008 @ 02:44 am
I shift under the blanket, then realize there is something else there. Or rather, someone else. I feel extra warmth around my waist. Even before I open my eyes, I know who it is. Nicolas. Since I've recovered, we've had a fairly circular cycle. It's good that Jacinita isn't here. We wake up, shower, eat, find something else to argue about and then have sex. Though sometimes we have it before we argue, or while we argue. For being a 'gimp', it isn't stopping him in that aspect.
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Current Location: Nicolas' home
Current Mood: hornyhorny
 
 
Lux Lisbon
04 August 2008 @ 09:09 pm
I slowly wake up. I open my eyes and it takes me a moment to remember everything that happened. The train station...Lesandra...the fight...Nicolas showing up.

As much as I fight with Nicolas, I am grateful he showed up. I don't know what would have happened if he hadn't. Well, I can. There would have been a few more spells, but Lesandra would have won. I don't use magic much, so my spells aren't as powerful as hers.
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Current Location: Nicolas' home
Current Mood: indescribableindescribable
 
 
 
Lux Lisbon
23 July 2008 @ 07:46 pm
I am about to go insane!

I have been trapped for so long I think I must be losing my mind. I'm feeling closed in, like I can't breathe. And Nicolas, he isn't helping at all. With his annoying smirks and his smart mouth comments. Sometimes I just want to hurt him. I don't because I am staying with him, though I wonder if just leaving would be a smart idea. Also, because when I think about how annoying he is, once the urge to slap him passes, the urge to do something else follows. He's handsome, no denying that and he knows it.
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Current Location: Nicolas' home
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
 
 
Lux Lisbon
12 July 2008 @ 10:35 pm
It has been awhile since I have felt like this. Like I am being watched. I know it is silly. There is no way anyone could be watching, aside from Nicolas and Jacinta.
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Current Location: Nicolas' home
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
 
 
Lux Lisbon
04 July 2008 @ 11:07 am
I glance at the calendar and see it is July 4th. It would be a day for celebration in the United States. There are fireworks, sparklers, parades there. It's supposed to be for the day Americans got their independence from the British.

Too bad there is no mention about freedom from annoying wizards who are Spanish and Russian.
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Current Location: Nicolas' home
Current Mood: okayokay
 
 
Lux Lisbon
20 June 2008 @ 11:59 pm
Alright, I knew this wouldn't be easy and it wouldn't be something I'm used to, but it shouldn't be this hard.

A lot of people might think that this is perfectly acceptable and it probably is for most people. There's just one problem with that. I'm not most people. I'm not even like most witches.
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Current Location: My room
Current Mood: restlessrestless
 
 
Lux Lisbon
17 May 2008 @ 05:58 pm
I know that soon, Nina and I will move again. She's been quite moody lately. Of course, she's been staying in the room a lot. I won't understand why. I've invited her to come to the tables and I keep suggesting teaching her. Maybe I will use some of our funds to get her some jewelery making supplies. I'm doing well at the tables. I have done some blackjack and roulette, but just to shake people.
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Current Location: Monte Carlo
Current Mood: optimisticoptimistic